LONGING WITHOUT BELONGING

Half me half you
I became because of you
Neither me nor you
I remain and so do you

If I became fully me
And you became fully you
Would there be any similarity
Between me and you?

For the urge that binds us
Is the urge than divides us
We are similar in longing
But dissimilar in belonging.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

DON’T HURT

The things that should hurt
Don’t hurt, why not? 
I thought I cared a little -
I guess a little is not a lot.
In the private part of the public,
What a plot dem a plot;
In the public part of the private,
I’ll continue to get shot.
I have seen through it all,
Through us all and through our rot.
Even as I strive, faith in God
is the only thing I’ve truly got.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

POEMS FROM THE INNER RIVER

It’s flowing beside me, the inner river, and I’m fishing poems from it everyday. This project is the English parallel to “Das Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung”, also to be found daily on this blog.

Live while you’re alive, Che.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
26.05.2025

IN YOUR WORLD

In your world I’m weird
I write poems everyday
Money to me is not wealth
Politics is an illusion they play
Religions are superficial
God is different from what they say
Intimacy is often artificial
Your way is not my way
I don’t attach, I don’t detach
I seem to neither go nor stay
And yet somehow I still touch
You much deeper than they.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

OUR MINDS

Boarding another person’s
Train of thoughts…
What a ride.
Places and passengers of all sorts -
It’s hard to know
At which station to jump off
Before you go mad
Without missing all the good stuff.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

UNCOLONIZED

Chaos made us thirst
Orderliness undid the rest
Today we ravish with finesse
This global concrete forest
Immaculately dressed
Inwardly lawless
Appetite burning in our chest.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

A DEEPER SURVIVAL

The more the world is flooded with A.I.,
the more I hunger for natural things -
Natural images honest to the human eye,
a genuine human voice that sings -
Content that springs from the human “I”,
what the original human spirit brings -
The truth’s rough edges, not a smooth lie,
the exertion that with evolution swings -
The more the world is overwritten by A.I.,
the more I gravitate towards natural things.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

SMALL IS BIG

Did you ever notice?
When we become small, smallness
becomes big to us.
Both in rightness and in wrongness.

Those who have reduced
themselves in bondage to materialism
become totally convinced
that matter is the boundary of realism.

But those who have humbled
themselves to serve the small inner voice
are content to be invisible
in fulfilling that in which their spirits rejoice

If you love flowers, flowers are big to you
If you crave power, power is big to you
If you are petty, pettiness is big to you
If you are virtuous, the virtues are big to you.

And someone doing a very small thing
will sometimes look big to you
While someone doing a very big thing
will sometimes look small to you.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

POINTS OF VIEW

You just assume it’s true
Because it’s native to you
You just assume it‘s true
That my blue is your blue

But my blue is really very red
rises like blood rose to my head
While your blue is green instead
the leafy verdure of a flower bed

Neither your blue nor mine
Is truly blue or azure or divine
The blues we see are but in line
With our maturity, depth or shine

Yet you simply assume it’s true
Because yours is native to you
You assume that I’m seeing blue
Just because it looks blue to you.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

TRAVELLER TRUTHS

The Truth can only be found
By those who are seeking it
A mistake can only be learned from
By those who are making it
Full exposure is only feared
By those who are faking it
A road can only be understood
By those who are taking it
The Truth can only be echoed
By those who are speaking it.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river