DON’T BE DISTRACTED BY INSULTS

Be ready to forgive insults
Even before they come
Knowing they will come
From children and adults
Who are a part of your way
For this too is a part of the way
You must travel to get results.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

THE THINGS YOU SAID

You cannot grow back a flower that’s dead
You cannot stick back leaves already shed
My mind has heard, my heart has bled
You cannot take back the things you said.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

HALF GEM

To be half in
Is the worst thing
A Person can be in your life
Because to be half in
Means to be half out
An embodiment of doubt
And a source of doubt therefore
A distraction, and what is more:
A source of inner strife
To be half in is worse
Than to be completely outside
It depletes your life force
And the peace you need inside.
It does not respect, it does not value
It does not grasp, need you or know you
Enough to come fully through your gates
So, remove all half-committed distractions
They are emotional drags and weights
They are psychological restrictions
Though it hurts to lose them, each half gem,
It hurts even more and harms you to keep them.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

SCAR TISSUE

Deleted messages
Deliver the message poignantly
Like an ugly scar that tenderly hurts
Memorising the wound visibly
And then they accumulate
Like a conversational give and take
And talk to each other eloquently
Saying more than the words they take back
Opening up the distance irreversibly.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

YOU MUST BE PATIENT

There will be hope
But the heart must cope
First with a season
Of conflict sans reason
This moon is long faced
And tied to a dead sea
Rolling scrolls misplaced
By startled history.

You must be patient
Time is clairaudient
It hears your heart beating
And your footfalls repeating
The dance to victory.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

THE RIVER IS RUNNING

The river is running
The river of blood
Swallowing up, drowning
The kwashiorkor road
A finger on a trigger
Is going to pull one day
Mushroom clouds bigger
Than any from yesterday.
The time has come again
To learn how to survive
And stand alone in your pain
If only you are left alive
Children torn from parents
Friends and families will scatter
In wars between governments
Of people who think they matter.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

AGE OF DAMAGE

This is a war that has been waiting to happen
They don’t love each other and never did
They are not forgiving each other deeds overlapping
Generations whose hatred they never hid

They send missiles to greet each other
The way you and I send words to one another
When we’re angry and pain does not bother
To differentiate between strangers and brothers

It is the age of damage
The stage of rage and carnage
Angry birds in an iron cage
Trapped in rampage.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

AVERSION

It’s always amusing to me
When in the midst of a White Sea
I see one Black face
And when he or she sees me
They seem to panic visibly
And avert their face
Avoiding eye contact completely
And seem to be begging me
Not to look at their face
Immersed in their White company
Proving hard to them their loyalty.
To save their face
After looking at them thoughtfully
For a while, I walk past them gently
With a calm face
Because we don’t altercate publicly
We will do that when next we see
Face to face.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

YOUR STRENGTH

When they hit
The reason why it
doesn’t hurt is not
because it’s soft
but because you’re
tough to the core.

Laugh the loudest
When they hit you the hardest
Stand the proudest
When you face their mockery test

Your strength won’t bring you victory
Your strength IS your victory.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

DON’T WAIT FOR PERFECTION

Don’t wait for perfection
Before you set off
Imperfection is what you need
To make you tough!
The world is wild and windy
The way is very rough
For the one who seeks fulfilment
This is enough.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river