UNCOMMITTING

There is always a moment
That one moment
When a connection can take place

That moment was silent
We spent it masking face
In a superficial space
And it came and went.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

UNMISSING

You stole my heart
But when you gave it back
It was no longer a part
Of the things that I lack.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

JUST ONE TEAR

A tear will travel longer distances
Than a river
A tear will dig deeper holes
Than a sea
A tear will rise higher
That clouds and mountains
A tear will break the strongest heart
Irreparably.

Just one tear
Will drown the whole earth
Just one tear
Will water the garden in your heart.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

ANCIENT SPIRITS

Give me ten minutes
And I‘ll give you a million years of reincarnation
Locked within my heart. No limits.
Everybody I meet is my next destination.

Don’t think I am just this person you see,
Born a few decades ago - just recently.
I, like you, am ancient, like the sand and the sea.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

FORGETTING AND FOCUSING

I dreamt that something did not arrive
But think now as I may I cannot remember
What it was in the night that didn’t arrive
As though the memory I don’t remember
Is itself what it was that did not arrive.

Morning comes and I am alive
Full of tomorrow’s energy and drive
So I wonder what it was I forgot today
I guess it must be yesterday.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

THE TURNING POINT

Sometimes you can‘t really tell 
When or why you lost interest in a person
When exactly the bondage fell
And you finally understood life’s lesson
Being mediated to you through them

A fallen leaf is a priceless gem
It mothers and yields a new rising stem.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

YOU MUST BE PATIENT

There will be hope
But the heart must cope
First with a season
Of conflict sans reason
This moon is long faced
And tied to a dead sea
Rolling scrolls misplaced
By startled history.

You must be patient
Time is clairaudient
It hears your heart beating
And your footfalls repeating
The dance to victory.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

THE RIVER IS RUNNING

The river is running
The river of blood
Swallowing up, drowning
The kwashiorkor road
A finger on a trigger
Is going to pull one day
Mushroom clouds bigger
Than any from yesterday.
The time has come again
To learn how to survive
And stand alone in your pain
If only you are left alive
Children torn from parents
Friends and families will scatter
In wars between governments
Of people who think they matter.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

AGE OF DAMAGE

This is a war that has been waiting to happen
They don’t love each other and never did
They are not forgiving each other deeds overlapping
Generations whose hatred they never hid

They send missiles to greet each other
The way you and I send words to one another
When we’re angry and pain does not bother
To differentiate between strangers and brothers

It is the age of damage
The stage of rage and carnage
Angry birds in an iron cage
Trapped in rampage.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

AVERSION

It’s always amusing to me
When in the midst of a White Sea
I see one Black face
And when he or she sees me
They seem to panic visibly
And avert their face
Avoiding eye contact completely
And seem to be begging me
Not to look at their face
Immersed in their White company
Proving hard to them their loyalty.
To save their face
After looking at them thoughtfully
For a while, I walk past them gently
With a calm face
Because we don’t altercate publicly
We will do that when next we see
Face to face.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river