DON’T LOSE YOURSELF IN THE CROWD

Never join the crowd
Let your silence be loud -
Never yield to the crowd
Let your humility be proud -
The opinion of the crowd
Is a blindfold, a shroud -
We’re all parts of a crowd,
But each with a spirit endowed.

Don’t lose yourself in the crowd
Because when you were allowed
To come into being, you vowed

To become an individual, unbowed.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

HINDSIGHT

Knives in my back
They help me stand upright
You’ve got my back
Covered with purpose and bite
Back-stabbing attacks
Strengthen my will to fight
What in foresight a man lacks
He makes up for with hindsight.

The opened eyes at the back of your head
Are the lessons learned from the life you’ve led
The wars in which you bravely bled
And the wars from which you falsely fled
Treachery in you and others is rife
But you learn to fight better looking ahead
Your rear-facing eyes bring back to life
All the things you thought were dead.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

VISITOR FROM HEAVEN

You were there
I saw you even if many others did not
You were there
I saw you even if even my eyes did not
You were there
I saw you.

I saw you in the swelling of my heart
In the paths that my thoughts did chart
I saw you, for they were thoughts of thee.
Thoughts of all those things which Thou art
The origin, the beginning, the head, the start
I saw you in my sensing of eternity.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

YOU ARE THE ONE I‘M THINKING OF

The light goes on and off
like a shivering bulb in a cold room
Your heart is not enough
to beat back the nocturnal bloom
Dawn, the dusk is tough
the mother of both glow and gloom
Lover, your mouth is rough
when you kiss at night you don’t know whom
Shadows long call your bluff
but your birdsong cries out mushroom
I’m you’re d’healer I’ve got the good stuff
sweeping you off your feet like your bride broom
Yes, you are the one I’m thinking of
When the new moon starts to wax and loom.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

THE FORGOTTEN YOU

How could I forget you?
And forget that I forgot you?
Even this I forgot.

Forgot your face
Forget your eyes
Forgot your ways
Forgot our ties
Forgot the words we spoke in the night
Forgot the cadence of your voice’s delight
Forgot your touch, so deep, so light

I did not even remember you as a dream
You just were never there it would seem
Memory is a fast-flowing vanishing stream.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

LONGING WITHOUT BELONGING

Half me half you
I became because of you
Neither me nor you
I remain and so do you

If I became fully me
And you became fully you
Would there be any similarity
Between me and you?

For the urge that binds us
Is the urge than divides us
We are similar in longing
But dissimilar in belonging.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

DON’T HURT

The things that should hurt
Don’t hurt, why not? 
I thought I cared a little -
I guess a little is not a lot.
In the private part of the public,
What a plot dem a plot;
In the public part of the private,
I’ll continue to get shot.
I have seen through it all,
Through us all and through our rot.
Even as I strive, faith in God
is the only thing I’ve truly got.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

POEMS FROM THE INNER RIVER

It’s flowing beside me, the inner river, and I’m fishing poems from it everyday. This project is the English parallel to “Das Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung”, also to be found daily on this blog.

Live while you’re alive, Che.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
26.05.2025

IN YOUR WORLD

In your world I’m weird
I write poems everyday
Money to me is not wealth
Politics is an illusion they play
Religions are superficial
God is different from what they say
Intimacy is often artificial
Your way is not my way
I don’t attach, I don’t detach
I seem to neither go nor stay
And yet somehow I still touch
You much deeper than they.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river

A DEEPER SURVIVAL

The more the world is flooded with A.I.,
the more I hunger for natural things -
Natural images honest to the human eye,
a genuine human voice that sings -
Content that springs from the human “I”,
what the original human spirit brings -
The truth’s rough edges, not a smooth lie,
the exertion that with evolution swings -
The more the world is overwritten by A.I.,
the more I gravitate towards natural things.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije

Poems from the inner river