HEAVY WITH THE WEIGHT

The snow is red but not with envy
Heavy with the weight of thought
Waiting for the warmth of friendship
Forgiveness and love and a drop
Of sunlight to melt into the ground
Going it looks ugly but it’s not
Letting go of what you thought you’d found
But, patience, the Earth will eat it all up.
Are you snowing, are you falling
Are you resting, are you thawing
Are you meting, are you calling
For companionship while you’re withdrawing?
Slowly withdrawing…

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

ARBEITNEHMER

Wir schaffen bis geht nicht mehr
denn es geht nicht mehr
Wir tragen einen Traum
doch trägt der Traum uns? Woher
wolang wohin? Ich weiß es nicht.
Arbeiter und Angestellte tun ihre Pflicht
und blicken auf ihre Hände - leer.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung

A PART OF YOU

Sometimes a part of you
Can live outside of you
And run away from you
And refuse to come back to you
And will ignore you
And will not recognise you
And will reject you
And will hurt you
And will avoid you

Because the reason why
It is living outside of you
Is in order to find itself
And fully become itself
Through struggle, experiencing and reflection
Uninfluenced by you
In order to one day be able
To complement you
And be complemented by you.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

NICHTS EIGENTLICH

Warst Du schonmal in einem Gespräch
wo viele Worte benutzt wurden
und nichts gesagt wurde?

Warst Du schonmal in einer Umarmung
wo viele Küsse gegeben wurden
und nichts getauscht wurde?

Warst Du schonmal in einem Umzug
wo viele Meilen überquert wurden
und nirgendwo angekommen wurde?

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung

WHEN I WAIT

When I wait, I wait for you
When I go, I go to you
When I stand, I stand with you
What are you?

When I live, I live in you
When I die, I die because of you
When I work, I work for you
Who are you?

When I remember, I remember you
When I dream, I dream of you
When I long, I long for you
When are you?

Why are you so present?
Why are you so absent?
Why are you so prescient?
Why are you?

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

UNGESEHEN

Ich bin so sichtbar
Nie tauche ich auf ohne wahrgenommen
zu werden.

Ich bin so unsichtbar
Ich kann stundenlang tagelang wochenlang
monatelang jahrelang ja jahrzehntelang
unentdeckt mitten unter Freunden
und Familie und sogar Feinden
leben und lachen und lieben und schweigen
ohne nicht mal den Kontakt zu meiden.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

NOBODY IS SOMEBODY

If I wasn’t a writer and a musician, I would not have a social media presence. I would be silent, invisible to the world, and nobody would know my thoughts or my feelings, nobody would know the peace deep within my heart, and the storms and wars that interrupt it every once in a while and then slide back again into the Peace. Only the people close to me and the people I meet at work would even know that I exist. And I would be so happy. Nobody would hear the silence in my heart. Because the best kind of somebody is nobody.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

PEOPLE NEVER COME BACK

People never come back
They move on to the new you
Or to their new perception of you
With or without you
And you move on to the new them
Or to your new perception of them
With or without them
But the old will never come back.

Tomorrow will come.
Those who try to cling on to the past
Lose their way and orientation very fast
Because Time never goes back.
Those who meet again do so in the future
As different people with a different Nature
Because only going forward takes you back
Home.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

ONE LOVE

You can only love one person, you can never love two people or even more. True love. In order to love another person, you have to first change and become a different person. But the person who loved that first person can never ever love another person. Once your heart has bonded, it can never ever unbond again, until it dies and becomes born again as a new heart.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

ECHT SEIN

Es muss echt sein
und von Innen kommen
Egal ob bei Politik oder Wirtschaft
Bei der Arbeit und in der Gesellschaft
In der Familie, in der Nachbarschaft
In der Liebe und in der Freundschaft
Echtheit ist es, was die Ewigkeit schafft.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung