ON THE STREET

There are people who live on the street
The street’s human face and heartbeat
By rain and sun, by snow and by sleet
These are those people that we meet
Shuffling past and huddling by our feet
Who we glance barely by and rarely greet
Kindness, it seems, is truly a mean feat.

Arw we afraid to share in their defeat?
Is life a race in which we all compete?
Does shame force the broken to retreat?
Do losers get an opportunity to repeat?
People at their lowest don’t need our conceit.
A part of ourselves lives on the street
Looking for dignity, a roof and something to eat.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

ABENDWESEN

Ich fühle den Abend wie ein Wesen,
das mich umarmt, wenn ich einsam bin –
Es ist spät, es ist sehr viel gewesen,
gewesen und ist nicht mehr. Ruhe. Abendsinn.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung

CHANGE IRREVERSIBLE

There is Something about Change -
Once it starts, it is irreversible.
Not even the changer knows its range,
Its final goal is indecipherable.

Today forgets how yesterday felt,
It only remembers that it felt somehow.
The sun shines, the snow starts to melt -
A deep Winter exits with a bow.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

IN DIR ZUHAUSE

Du kannst fremd sein
und Zuhause sein.
Du kannst Zuhause sein
und fremd sein.

Es ist egal, wo Du bist
Wichtig ist nur, wer Du bist
Wichtig ist nur, wie Du bist.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung

REBIRTH OF HAPPINESS

I found Happiness in my heart. It came out of the Blues, I don’t know where from, just at that moment and in that phase when I was experiencing the deepest betrayal and the most excruciating pain. I embraced the pain and decided to let it carry out its mission within me. I only made one promise to myself, I would not let it kill me.

One morning, when I was at my lowest, I called out to Happiness and begged it to come to me, swore to myself that I would find it. I knew it heard me, I felt it in the message it sent to me, like a vibration that touched my heart and awakened Hope. But the pain stayed, it did not go away immediately. Instead, it intensified and seemed to make one last grand grab at my Soul and my inner life, to kill me inwardly at last and for good.

I struggled, stumbled, but kept on walking, full of pain. And then, just as suddenly as this sentence follows on the last one, out of the Blues, in the middle of work and mundane daily chores, just when I was not looking or paying attention… Happiness suddenly showed up in my heart, like a Hero, like Sunrise, like a gift from God, like a warrior of Light.

Happiness is a strange thing, it lifts you high on wings of lightness, fills your heart with buoyancy, and makes you… Happy.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

TRUTH IS THE REFEREE OF TRUST

Truth is the referee of trust. Truth and truthfulness, not perfection. Nobody is perfect and everybody does wrong sometimes or makes mistakes. Trust does not hinge on perfection and it cannot do so. Trust hinges on truth and truthfulness. You trust people, not because they are perfect, but because they are honest to you.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

ALLES GLEICH

Die fremde Welt da draußen
Die fremde Welt hier drinnen
In mir ist es genauso fremd
wie außerhalb von meinem Sinnen
und mir.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung

LOVE IS THE LIGHT OF THE HEART

Love is a light
It illumines the heart
And makes it bright

And it is light
Like a winged cart
Rising to the height

Love is a chart
It always goes right
Right from the start

Love is the highest art
Love is the deepest light
Of which Happiness is a part.

Love is the light of the heart
Love is the happiness of the heart
Love is the strength of the heart.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Poems from the inner river

DON’T RUN

I don’t run from the pain. I hold it inside until it hurts no more. That’s how I deal with it. Time is irrelevant, because time stands still. Only experiencing, internalisation, transformation and growth are important. And once those have taken place, the aching melts, the pain stops hurting, drops off and goes away – but not before giving me all its energy and all its wisdom; and awakening in me the capacity to take in bigger worlds tomorrow, and the Newness to love again another day. But above all, it reboots my spirit and re-ignites in me the Childlikeness to one day trust again with a healed heart. But with more circumspection and attention to detail next time.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Undulating Plains

HERZDRUCK

Die kalte Erde
drückt den Schnee
fest gegen ihre Brust
so fest, es tut ihr weh

Schmerzmittel
Herzkittel
Kälteres Jahresdrittel
und es tut immer noch Weh.

Che Chidi Chukwumerije
Im Jahrzehnt der deutschen Dichtung